Happy Chinese Dragon Year Everyone(^w^)

A very Great HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL HERE... 

Sorry for the so LONG update hereXD 

 My brother's gf said this photo looks like Im seducing= =||| Im totally NOT that><

Times pass fast after I graduated & start to work...

Day pass like meteor??? lol... Its so fast....

Well.. To be exact its New Year in Lunar Calendar... 

Hmmm... Unlike the past year...

Feels very very very different... 

Grandpa & Grandma is not here... 

My Granny is no longer with me... 

Enjoying & spending the moment together... 

Misses the way my Grandpa & Grandma yelling at us for making lots of noise...

We do still pay a visit to elder relatives(well.. My daddy came from quite a big family)

Of course I have to face question like...

" Aww... You grew.. When will you get marry?" "Where is your bf?" Bla bla bla.....

Same old time question which is quite annoying... but i think thats the only question they manage to get since we met just once in a year^^

Old folks... Aunties are getting old... They remind me a lot about my Granny,Grandpa & Grandma...

Old people.. Of course ... Lots of sickness... Suffering this & that....

Pay for the medical fees just want to survive a day more....

It feel really sad when the thing happened  in front of you & you cant do anything but just watching them suffering... 

Kidneys problem.. 

Heart problem...

 High blood pressure...

Diabetes.... 

This & that...

This makes me start to think why are human being born in the 1st place???

Born > School > Party > Work > Sick > Die.....

We learn at school then PARTY in the same time... 

After all the studies, graduation then we started to work & work & work....

Human spend most of their life working just to survive then gets old without noticing time passed that fast.... Sickness started to come after all the tiring working time when we are young.... 

Getting old... 

Human pays for medical fees just to survive... & yet still DIE in the end....

Should I just make a summary? 

Human born to wait for the death to come....= =|||

Does this means anything?

Some people PARTY like there is no tomorrow still they are going to die... PARTY means anything to them for their life?? I dont get it.

Some people WORK just to pay all the stupid no ending installment... Yet... When they are dead... They could not bring along with them...

Life is miserable... 

Human being is even complicated...

Although the ending is DEATH.....

BUT...... 

Everyone still continue their life like... NOTHING.. Bring nothing to mean.... 

Aiks... Its just a sharing... Still I would live my life...

Makes everything in my life bring every MEANS to me....

Yet Im still looking for the MEANING of my LIFE....

& I would wish everyone Happy Chinese DRAGON Year...

May the blast year brings more happiness & lucks to all of you=) 

My lovely cousin =)

May 2011 Life 5月的天♥♥

 Dear Nancy..Jarrod..& Me (^w^) @ Neway, Queensbay Mall...

This is my life..& I do really love it...

This is nice~ By the way...Nancy...

Safe trip to UK...Hope you enjoy the sem there....

Remember to snap more photos to show me><

这就是我的生活点滴…我真的很喜欢这生活…

这感觉很好…还有啊…Nancy…

去英国就一路顺风吧…要好好享受哦!

还有就是记得多拍几张照片回来给我看哦！

 This is what we so call cam-whore XDDDD

Finally my little girl dont mind to snap photo with me after all this year...

这就是咱们所谓的自拍狂XDDDD

　终于…咱家的小姐多年来总算肯好好地和我合照呗~

This was taken by the tall fellow Jarrod~ Love this photo actually...

The feel was great♥

这张照片啊…就是那个高佬Jarrod拍的…角度不错~很喜欢哦！

Love the way Nancy sing the song and Jarrod rapping the lyrics>w<

Damn~!! You guys are great!

喜欢Nancy 的歌声和 Jarrod 的Rap♥♥♥

你们好棒啊！！！

 My dearest babe ♥

亲爱的宝贝♥

Went for shopping?? Yea...All this snacks food..& we are talking about on diet that time...

Life could be so miserable actuallyXDDD

LOL~

All this...We cant even finish it until today..Swt....

逛街？？ 是啊… 这些小食都是咱们的战利品…而咱们还正谈论着减肥的事儿…

　生活就是如此渺茫~~~

　啊哈哈哈哈……

Dearest Babe again=)

She is so cute isn't she??Hmmmm....

Love to look at her actually..Im a damn big pervert stalkerXDDDD

也是亲爱的宝贝=）

　很可爱是呗？？Hmmmmm.....

那张可爱的脸…好喜欢看…我真的是变态的跟踪狂XDDDD

2 days ago..Saw a kitten??meow~ at Mcd...So cute><

Just hope that I can bring it back..but i dont think will be allowed by my parents...

Aiks... so sad.... Hope to see this cutie again(>w<)

嘛~~2天前…看到了这喵咪… 在麦记…好萌啊~~

　超治愈的♥

希望可以带回家…但应该不被允许呗…

啊~~好难过…希望可以在遇见这可爱的流浪猫(>w<)

Last but not least..My best friend ever♥ ♥

She is still that damn cute girl that I always like♥

She say that I was a stalker for saving her photo into my phone & keep staring at itXDDDD

I did it just coz I like to look at her pretty cute face♥

P.S.: Im just a normal girl...Not even a lesbian..Just a normal Friends Stalker Girl♥  

后记嘛…我最好的姐妹♥♥

依然是那个让我心动的小可爱♥

被竹说我是Stalker因为我这个变态储存了她的照片然后不断的翻看XDDDDD

就是喜欢看啦~~~太萌了说…♥♥

P.S.:我只是个普通的女生…不是蕾丝边…只是个喜欢看身边女性朋友照片的杀手级Stalker♥♥

朋友嘛…偶尔吵吵架也是种相处方式…

但太过别扭就会有反效果哦！

要相信对方多些…多些坦白…少些掩饰…     

其实并不难相处…

不必要想太多^^ 曾经有过的感觉是真实的♥♥ 

其实矛盾的懒惰（跪地）

很多时候其实真得很想好好努力的去充实自己……

Most of the time I really really do want to work hard to make myself better...

但到最后时会有种…算了吧……

In the end of it...Will have a feeling that...Forget about it....

努力也没有用的感觉…

No matter how hard to done for it, it wont work....

　是懒惰在作祟吧？？

Is this because of laziness??

还是矛盾？？？

Or Contradictions??(*translate from google, not sure whether is the correct wordXD)

好复杂～！！！　

Awwhh~~~~So complicated~!!!!

坦诚地认了……

Fine..I admit it.....

我——暗黑鱼并不喜欢太使脑筋…

Me-----Darkness Fish(nickname given by my friend)  dont like to work up my brain.....

觉得很吃力呗…

Really taking lots of my energy@@

就因为不喜欢动脑筋所以长时间其实……

Coz I dony like to work up my brain...Being long term actually.....

　很多东西都不会用字面上的字来说…

Lots of things cant express it on words.....

也不会表达自己真正想要的…

Dont know how to bring up myself, what Im thinking....

　久了就会变得什么都拿不定主意…

After all this while....Causes me cant really make a decision.....

一旦需要做选择，要动那个死脑筋时就会很厌烦…

When times comes for me to make an option, I will feel very frustrated like "What the Hell!!!"

没有选择时又会很无奈…

When you dun have a choice to make, I will feel much more like helpless.....

　真的觉得自己很惹人厌…

I do really feel that im a disgusted person sometimes.....

　情绪化什么的都给我去死吧！！！！

What the hell emotion just go die~!!!!!

虽然懒惰…但还是希望自己可以改变那些可恶的性格！！

Although Im lzy...Still I hope that I could change my F*ck attitude!!!!

又担心自己做不到…该死的矛盾（跪地）

Yet Im worrying whether I could make it....Shit you for the Contradictions~!!!!!

２０１１新年愿望～

那个我说啊…新年愿望现在才写你迟不迟啊你=3=

不过…果然还是除了新年愿望还是要写的吧~噢耶~

希望2011年里♡工作上可以有更大的进步~见识更多~学习更多~

希望2011年里♡可以减肥成功~目标是瘦8kg！！〈——不曾成功过（泣）

希望2011年里♡拥有自己的粉红色房间~！不闹鬼的那种！我怕死啊>m<

希望2011年里♡ 头发可以长到原本的那个长度~想变得更可爱！（自恋）

希望2011年里♡可以遇见中孝介本尊…然后然后现场的演唱歌曲~啊~~~（陷入抓狂状态）

希望2011年里♡可以达到去日本旅行~~~~！和暗黑SM同伴雅一起~还有竹~噢耶~~~

希望2011年里♡那个~爸妈健健康康的…家里和平带些疯狂的每一天 ^^

希望2011年里♡和暗黑SM同伴之吸血鬼宅女雅（名字又加长了=w=）见面~关丹等我吧~！我来了！！！！

希望2011年里♡ 果然还是那个吧……！金钱多多滚进我口袋！！！啊哈哈哈哈哈…我要变成超级大富翁哇~~~~~~~

希望2011年里♡最后的最后还是那个…祝福+保佑我身边的大家都平平安安&开开心心~~~哇呀~~

神明们啊~~~~~~绝对绝对要染那个我的愿望都实现啊…（认真祈祷）

祈祷~~祈祷~~祈祷~~~~

暂且这样吧~！嗯！！！要实现啊！绝对绝对！！ 

 

新LooK ~~~~

 感觉我已经放弃了部落格~~~

所以意思意思的上来更新下吧（伸懒腰）

话说……

其实有很多东西要写但不懂该怎么去篇排啊~

我的手机它它它…进I.C.U.啦~~

哇呜~我已经很穷了啊…（哭）

啊啊 最近剪了毛发啊我~

后边短了…照片时没啥差别啦…

真正可是超大的差别哇呜~

不过我好喜欢这照型哇呀( >w< ) /"~

很好set毛发啊……而且很方便~

呵呵呵……

貌似好多人觉得我受了什么刺激=3=

就是没钱的大刺激~~~噢哈~！

前后大对比~~~哇呜~

整地的毛发~啊……

好恶心~大爱啊…

毛发都坏光光啦（泪奔）

 小白果然好可爱啊~

哇呀~~~

最近都和小白在一起啊我~~

太有趣搞笑了啊（笑）

我爱你爱你哇~啊哈哈哈

这个月又去找Lin啦~~

也是很爱你哇~~不用担心（花心）

第一次坐飞机啊…

就好感动（含泪）

那个那个…飞机上到云端时那一刻~~~

哇呀~~~（亢奋）

真的好想哭啊~

太美啦那画面~~~

我就是那么村姑…呵呵

不过很感动~照片都在Lin那儿啊……

哇呜…

我还去Lin她们学院上课啊~

混进学院好刺激~好好玩啊…

超兴奋啊~噢哈~

都没有特别去什么地方玩就很普通的过了3天…

人放松了好多啊~

难得可以休长假嘛…啊哈哈

Lin谢谢你给我的安慰啊~~~

有你真好啊~！！

真的真的好爱你啊~~~（心花怒放）

不后悔认识你啊~

工作和学业要加油哦！

不过不要累坏了自己……

毕竟刚病愈…懂吗？？

呵呵~~~~

素颜大曝光~~~呵呵

小白的鼻子好高啊~~~

 喜欢喜欢~~~~

大概……就这样吧~~

还有很多事想吹水啊……

不过……还是算了呗~

下一篇吧（打哈欠）

我的眼睛痊愈了~~~

大家最近可好啊？？

话说…相隔了一个月……

我终于可以穿上久违的ｃｏｌｏｒ　ｃｏｎ了……

啊　好开心（笑）

一个月哦！一个月！！

How r u guys lately ??

Well...This last for a month...

I cant finally get back with my color lens!!

Oh my~Im so glad*smile*

One month!!One month!!!

 

这段时间闲着就拿旧照片来改、改、改…

啊哈哈哈哈～～

很有味道吧……

Ｌｉｎ．．我们要一辈子都是好朋友哦！！

啾啾～～～

For recent while..I re-edit my old photos...

lol~~~

Nice is'nt it??

Lin...We must stay as friends forever o!!

muax muax~

 琴～～对你爱爱爱不完～～～

呵呵呵……

很久没有一起唱这首歌了……

那天突然说要一起去日本旅行有点被吓到了…

不过还是很期望可以一起去呢（笑）

Qing~~~My love cant stop pouring towards u~~(a old song lyrics)

hohohoho....

Its been quite some time since we last sang together...

Im so shock that you actually mention to me about the trip to Japan...

Still Im looking forward to have the trip together*smile*

这……是我老弟女友啦~

感觉好像我要把她吃掉的感觉=3=

其实我没有啦~~~

This is....My bro girl friend~~

I feel like Im gonna bite her=3=

Actually i did not...~

最近的周末都会去二姑家报到~~

不就是跑去游泳咯~~

那儿泳池很爽…

特别喜欢去那边的泳池（笑）

同事说我黑去了（泪奔）

不行啦～～要好好美白了！！

Lately, I have been to my aunt's house every weekend...

Sure is for swimming...

The pool there was nice...

Like to go there the most*smile*

My colleagues said that Im getting dark*tears*

I must work on some whitening!!!!!Cant stand anymore..

 Ｓ＋Ｍ同伴之吸血鬼宅女雅～～

我知道你热爱紫色……

特地拍下来给你看的…

啊　这是我表姐的房间…

都是紫色哦！！

你一定会喜欢的（笑）

S+M partner Julia~~~

I know that you lovepurple color...

Snap for you on purpose...

Oh ya.. This is my cousin's room...

All was in purple color!!!!

Bet you will love it^^

 就是这落地大镜……

这可是我的最爱呢！！

话说……这镜子竟然需要RM1600哦！！

好贵~~可是好希望可以拥有…

落地！！落地镜！！

This mirror...

Was my favourite!!!

Well...This mirror cost RM1600 for renovation!!

Damn expensive~~~Still I hope to own one of this....

Big mirror big mirror!!!!

就是啊~~Lin我照约定更新了blog哦！Lin...I had update my blog as promised!
你啥时才要更新啊？？When r you going to update???

PS话语：：
梦想大家都有吧！
我也有哦！！
现在唯一能最快实现的梦想就是……
拥有间完全属于自己的家……
自己的粉红色系房间~~
这是离我最近的梦想……
我还有很多很多的梦想~~
当然去日本旅游是少不了的…
希望爸爸妈咪可以不用那么烦恼的…
（这很难……）
社会已经大生病了…
最近常看到车祸…
上星期还看到一宗，在放工回家路上…
摩托骑士反躺在地上一动也不动的…
好多的意外、天灾…
大家出门也要小心些哦~~

太平一日游~

 一个月前…啊哈哈哈哈……

最近真的很忙…忽略了这里…

真的累爆了嘛~

现在才来更新（鞠躬）抱歉啦~

啊 上个月和“早班”的同事去了太平一日游哦！

虽然很累不过真的很爽！！

想不到大马还是有地方可以享受的~~啊哈哈哈……

啊 介绍下早班的大姐Kelly~~

多么的有型啊~呵呵呵……

 One month ago...wakakakaka...

Im quite busy lately...Abandoned my blog....

Im really super duper hyper tired.....XD

Sorry for being so late to update my blog~(bound)

ah last month I had a onetrip to Taipeng with my "morning shift" colleagues!

ALthought its quite tiring but i really do have lots of fun!!

Just realize that M'sia do have place we can enjoy=3=wahahaha...

ah lets intro my morning shift big sis Kelly~~

How cool she is huh~hohoho....

四人组的“全家福”～

当天一大早就开车去了…

大约接近７点吧…

我也很理所当然的还是睡不醒的那个（笑）

很抱歉啦~我就是早上爬不起来的人…

司机先生=水哥（别杀了我~）

老妈派=Kelly姐（我以后日子难过了＝３＝）

顽皮小弟＝嘉元 小弟～

糊涂小妹＝我咯～（汗）

去了Bukit Larut山顶～

空气超清新的！！

凉凉的～果然和繁华的城市不一样啊……

真的很清静哦！

不过上山真的比坐过山车还惊人～（怕怕）

还去了太平湖哦！

虽然不是第一次去…

不过还是很喜欢…

Four of us for the trip...

The trip started at nearly 7am in the morning...

& of course Im the one that could not wake up for that early..

So sorry that Im a person that could not wake up that early^^

Mr Driver=Brother Winson Chui(dont kill me pls~)

Mummy type=Sister Kelly(my life after this will be hard..XD)

Naughty bro=ka yuan little bro

Dreamy girl=me...(swt)

We went to the top of Bukit Larut~

Air condition there was fresh~

Very cool..Unlike town area...

Really nice~

Just that the way to the top was so much scary, was like sitting on a roller coaster..XD

We even went to the Taipeng Lake..

Although this is not the 1st time I go..

Still I love it!

我呀～很庆幸有一班那么好的同事…

大家教会我很多东西…

也很乐意教我…我还真幸福呢！（欣慰）

而且啊……

每天在办公司吵吵闹闹的…

开开心心…工作很愉快呢！

如果有人在教导我们，其实真的是塞钱进我们口袋呢！

所以啊…要好好珍惜身边的人……

大家都是为我们好不是么？

感谢大家让我学会很多东西……（鞠躬）

人生中有很多东西是我们要去学的……

加油啊！！（握紧拳头）

Well...Im glad that I have such nice colleagues...

They really teached me a lot of things...

They are willing to teach me...Im really so "shiawase"!(grateful)

&...

Being so noisy in the office everyday...

Happy everyday...I really enjoy my wowrk!

If someone willing to teach us, means that they give us treasure!

So...Please be grateful that we have people around us...

Everyone was for our own good...

Thankyou to you guys that teached me lots of things...(bound)

Lots of thing we need to learn in our life....

Work hard!(grab punch)